So, it took me about 5 minutes to figure out how to post a new blog to my blog spot this morning. I like to think of myself as quite the proficient technologian, but every once in a while I am reminded of the fact that I have much to learn to be truly classified among the fully Internet savvy.
This week has been intense. Pat (the love of my life) has had an internal audit at work, resulting in LONG hours at work and stress (or pressure as he says) from the potential outcome of the audit findings. Remarkably, we both feel quite peaceful about whatever comes from this...and know that we will find a way to make this a positive experience.
I'm currently trying to find some semblance of order...within my heart and in my mind. I'm not quite sure what it is going to take, but I need a different perspective and view on the world right now. I tend to get hurt easily by things that, by regular interpetation, shouldn't cause worry or hurt. I'm having a hard time trusting anyone outside of my family right now, and it seems every so often I do run into that issue...mostly because of personal insecurities I think. I've grown and changed so much in the past 13 years, but every so often, I find a place where I've got a mountain ahead of me. So, I'll lace up my boots, and pack my backpack, and start on the path upward to conquer this...inner struggle mountain of mine.